Collinsport – Part 34
From: DSRules

"So that's it? We're just going to assume that Sally's in Winter Harbor with David?" Beth asked her mother.

"What else can we do?"

"Well, we could call his cell phone and find out," her daughter suggested.

"All right. You win. Let's go back to the house and we'll call him."

* * * * *

Using David's cell phone, Sarah had called ahead to Barnabas and Julia's house to let them know that they were on their way.

"Julia says that he's got classes until 10:00 tonight," she sighed.

"Well I guess that means that we're going to the college."

"Really? You'd do that for me?"

"Of course I would. Now, did Julia tell you what room his class is in, or are you going to call the school to find out? You can't just go wandering around on the campus looking for him and expect to find him."

Sarah sighed and dialed directory assistance. "What's the name of the school where he teaches?"

* * * * *

Carolyn hung up the phone. "David's cell phone is still busy."

"Well, then there's only one thing to do, Mom."

"No."

Beth nodded. "Yes, Mom."

"I don't have time for that."

"And you do have time to worry about Sally?"

"What are you two talking about?" Javier asked.

"Going to Winter Harbor," the pair answered simultaneously.

* * * * *

Sarah hung up the phone. "Well, I know what room he's in."

"Good," David said with a smile. "Because we're nearly there."

The butterflies in Sarah's stomach had been getting larger and more vicious the closer they got to Bangor. She was pretty certain that they were blue jays at the moment, and that they'd be ravens by the time she actually saw her brother again.

Her brother. Barnabas. He had been closer to her than a brother, really. More like a father. Father and mother in one, truthfully. She just didn't know what she'd do if he rejected her.

* * * * *

As Carolyn, Javier and Beth reached Bar Harbor, Beth said, "Turn right here, Mom."

Exasperatedly, "Beth!"

Just as exasperatedly, "Mom!"

Carolyn sighed and pulled into the parking lot of a convenience store. "You know why I don't want to take the ferry, Beth."

"Mom, that was what? 25? 26 years ago?"

"Would the two of you *please* tell me what you're talking about?" Javier leaned forward to participate in their conversation.

Carolyn, in a fit of pique, threw the door of the car open, slammed it shut behind her, and went into the store.

Once she was gone, Beth explained.

"You see, back when the family still lived at Collinwood, in the '70s, they had a housekeeper named Sarah Johnson. Well, she eloped with a family friend, Eliot Stokes. He's the uncle of David's ex-wife, Hallie. Anyway, they left Collinsport and drove to Bar Harbor, where they got on the Winter Harbor ferry, which was going to take them to their honeymoon. Only the captain? Skipper? Whatever he was, the guy in charge of the ferry miscalculated the weight and the boat capsized. Both Eliot and Mrs. Johnson -- err, Stokes, were killed when it capsized, and my mom's refused to get on it ever since."

"Your dad's a ghost, and your mom's afraid of dying?"

Beth shrugged. "I never said it made sense."

They waited a few more minutes until Carolyn came out, carrying three plastic 20 ounce bottles of Coke. "Well," she said as she climbed into the car and handed one of the bottles to each of the other two, "I guess we're off to the Winter Harbor ferry."

* * * * *

Holding hands, Sarah and David walked to the room where Barnabas was teaching his class. The room was deadly quiet.

They hovered in the doorway while they waited for Barnabas to notice them. Finally, he looked up from the papers he was grading and saw them standing there. He glanced quickly around the room and then stepped out into the hallway.

"It's final examinations this week," Barnabas said.

"I *really* need to talk to you, Barnabas." Sarah said.

"Can't this wait? I have to sit with them while they take their exams."

David chose this moment to interrupt. "Look Barnabas. I finished college, med school and passed my boards. I certainly can watch them take a test. Why don't you go and talk to . . . each other, and I'll stay here and keep an eye on them?"

"All right. Thank you, David," Barnabas said in his best staid, professorial tones.

"Thanks, sweetie," Sarah said, exchanging a quick kiss with David before he ducked into the room.

David closed the door behind him and, trying to still the flying foxes in her stomach, Sarah addressed her brother. "Why don't we go over there? I *think* you're going to need to sit down for this."

* * * * *

Every eye in the room was on David as he took the seat that Barnabas had recently vacated.

He sighed, pulling a lighter from his pocket and placing it on the table in front of him. "I'm David Collins, Mr. Collins' cousin. I'll be keeping an eye on you while he's . . . occupied elsewhere," he announced.

A murmur passed through the room, and then all eyes went back down to their test papers.

* * * * *

Barnabas and Sarah sat down on a bench in the hallway.

"Are you and David . . . involved?" Barnabas asked.

"Well, yes, but that's not what I came here to talk to you about." She leaned towards him, folding her hands to keep from fidgeting. She wished idly she'd picked up some fruit or insects to keep the bats in her stomach happy.

"I'm Sarah."

Barnabas looked at her.

"Your sister."

His expression never wavered, but when Sarah said these two words, Barnabas felt hollow, like every organ in his body just slid out of him and lay in a quivering mass at his feet. {She couldn't have said what I thought she just said, could she?}

"Barnabas? Are you all right?"

In response, Barnabas said the first thing that came to mind. The thing that 30 years of denial and lies had conditioned him to say. "I'm afraid you have me confused with someone else."

* * * * *

David sat with his feet up on the table, idly flicking the lighter on and off.

His eyes met those of one of the students on the other side of the room.

"Keep your eyes on your *own* paper," David stated flatly.

A murmur ran through the class as the student's demeanor instantly took on the air of one who has been caught in the act of misbehaving, and he looked back down to his paper and continued writing.

* * * * *

"Of course you're who I think you are, Barnabas," Sarah insisted. "You're my brother Barnabas Collins, born in 1765."

{Could it really be?} Barnabas longed to believe her, but years of hiding his identity won out. "I understand now. You must think that I'm my great-great-great-grandfather. No, I was born in England in 1937."

{How am I going to convince you that you can trust me?} she asked him silently, gazing into those hazel eyes she loved so well. Then she decided. "Your first wife, Angelique."

"What about her?"

"I knew her, you know."

"Really?" Sarah *had* known Angelique. He hardly dared hope . . .

"She was a witch. She did terrible things to my family. She . . . hurt my brother, she killed my aunt, and she made my mother kill herself."

Barnabas dug his fingernails into his palms. It had taken him literally centuries to learn to forgive Angelique for the things she had done in a blind fury over his betrayal of her, and he leapt to his soulmate's defense. "Even if she is the same woman you think you knew, she obviously had changed, because the woman I married was nothing but beautiful and loving."

{Perfect!} Sarah had to bite her lips, and yet her mouth still tried to turn up at the corners. Her eyes glittering like obsidian and her mouth pursed up as if drawn with a drawsting, she said, "'Can the Ethiopian change his skin, or the leopard his spots?'"

"Don't quote Aunt Abigail at *me,* young lady!"

This time, Sarah did smile. A smile that traveled all the way from her eyes to her heart. "Gotcha."

Collinsport – Part 35
From: DSRules

 

Barnabas looked confused. "What do you mean?"

Sarah smiled as she threw her arms around her brother's neck and hugged him. "You recognized that I was quoting Aunt Abigail. If you hadn't known her, you couldn't possibly have recognized it. So, you just proved that you're my brother."

For once grateful at having been caught in a lie, Barnabas clasped Sarah to his chest in a grip exceptionally powerful for someone his age.

They had been so wrapped up in each other for a while that they hadn't noticed Barnabas' students trickling out of the room while they spoke. The last group of them came out in a clump, and Barnabas whispered in a voice harsh with raw emotion, "Sarah. Oh, thank God!"

In rapid succession, he kissed her left palm, then her right palm, then her right cheek, then her right eyelid, then her left eyelid. When he kissed her left cheek, she opened her eyes and saw David watching them. He met her eyes and then turned and walked away. Heedless of her brother, Sarah darted off after the retreating form of her boyfriend.

David walked to the staircase and began to descend.

"David! Stop!" she commanded, then, begging, "Please?"

David paused on the landing below her. Spinning around, he spat. "So that's why you wanted me to bring you here!" He paused, walking back up towards her a couple of steps. "So you could meet with Barnabas! How long has this been going on?"

"It's not like that! He's my brother!"

* * * * *

They had already been to Wyndcliffe and were told by Mabel that she hadn't seen David all day. Carolyn then drove to David's house, where she pulled up and parked in the street.

"His car isn't here."

"Could he be parked in the garage?" Javier asked.

"It's possible," she admitted.

"I'll run up to the door and knock," Beth suggested.

The other two watched as Beth went to the door and knocked. Then they waited. And waited. When no one came to the door, Beth returned to the car. Sitting down, she said, "Well, either they aren't here, or they just aren't coming to the door."

"Does his garage have windows?" Javier asked.

"Yeah. Why?"

"Well, I was thinking that one of us could go look through the window and see if his car's in the garage." With that, he climbed out of the car. "It's around back?" he asked.

When they assured him that it was, he walked through the gate and into David's back yard. It took a minute for him to see the inside of the garage clearly, but once he did, he could see that except for a lawn mower and a snow blower, the garage was empty.

"His car's not here, either." Javier reported upon his return to the car.

"Well, I guess that's that, then. How about if we return by land, and we can stop off at Hallie's house in Ellsworth to see if she knows where he is on our way home?" Carolyn suggested.

When the others indicated their agreement, she turned the ignition on and they drove away.

* * * * *

"He's your what?" David asked.

Sarah closed her eyes to center herself, took a deep breath, then opened her eyes and looked at him steadily. "He's my brother."

"But if he's your brother, then he'd have to be . . . "

"231 years old, give or take," she smiled. "That's not so old, you know. I'm 212, after all, as the crow flies."

"Really?" he walked back up the steps towards her. "And here I was afraid that I was robbing the cradle."

She sat down on the top step, and he joined her there. "Nope. I'm old enough to be your grandmother, at least. Probably more like your great-great-great. . ."

"Great," he whispered, moving in to kiss her.

She closed her eyes and complied with his intentions.

* * * * *

Beth and Javier tagging along behind her, Carolyn knocked at the door of the colonial-style house.

The door opened. "Hello, Carolyn. What do you want?" Hallie greeted her erstwhile cousin-in-law.

"Merry Christmas to you, too, Hallie." Carolyn responded ironically. "Have you seen David? Or has he called?"

"You're here looking for David?"

"Yes, and my tenant, Sally Bradford, who seems to have disappeared with him."

The younger blonde sighed. "Well, you might as well come in. I'll make a few calls and see if I can find him."

Knocking snow from her boots, Carolyn stepped into the foyer of the house, Javier and Beth following suit.

"Do I know you?" Hallie addressed Javier.

"Javier de la Cruz," he responded. "I'm another one of Carolyn's tenants."

* * * * *

David had Sarah pressed up against the banister of the staircase. Their bodies were pressed together as closely as their clothing and the public nature of their location would allow, and there was at once joy and desperation in their kissing.

Eventually, they came up for breath, "I think we should continue this somewhere more private," David suggested.

"Yeah. I think we should probably be getting out of here, before Barnabas finds out that I told you . . ."

"Before Barnabas finds out that you told him what, Sarah?"

There was no mistaking that voice. Sarah spun around to face her brother. "Barnabas! Ummm. . . David, could you go down to the car to wait for me? I need to speak to Barnabas privately." {And if I'm right about how he'll react to this news, I may beat you back downstairs,} she added silently.

"All right. Don't be too long. Tomorrow's a work day, you know." David gave Sarah a quick kiss and took off down the stairs.

"What do you need to speak to me about, Sarah?"

"I'd be more comfortable with this if you'd sit down, Barnabas."

He stalked over to a bench and sat. "All right, Sarah. Now tell me what you have to say." There was a steely edge to his voice that Sarah hadn't heard since the last time her brother and father had faced off about Joshua's treatment of their mother, Naomi.

She hurried to the bench and perched next to him. "I sort of, ummmm. . . told David that you're my brother."

"You *what*!?!?" his voice echoed up and down the staircase.

"Well, he saw you kissing me and thought that you and I were, well. . . . and I needed to stop him, and he wasn't going to listen to me, and so I just said the first thing that came to mind."

"Don't you realize what this means, Sarah? He's going to remember when you told him my secret." His voice was calm, but Sarah knew that this was only an indication of how extremely angry her brother was with her. "A secret that he only knew in the first place because *you* told him."

"But you aren't that way anymore, Barnabas. And you weren't yourself then. I had to tell him the truth about you back then, because you were going to hurt him and he had to be warned. I loved him. I still do."

It was with this that Sarah inadvertently used the one weapon in her arsenal that her brother had no defense against -- vulnerability. Before she could completely dissolve into tears, Barnabas caught her up in a hug, rocking her gently back and forth, like he had when she was small. "I'm sorry, Sarah. This has all been such a shock to me. David's a good man, you know." He pulled his head back so that his hazel eyes could meet her tear-filled brown ones. "I don't think I would have approved of your choice 30 years ago, but he has grown to be nearly good enough for you."

"Nearly?" She sniffled.

Barnabas pulled a handkerchief from his pocket, handing it to her. "Well, I don't think that *any* man will ever be good enough for you, you know."

She dabbed at her eyes and nose with the handkerchief. "Really?" She smiled at him tentatively.

"Really." He kissed her on her forehead. "Now you'd better get going before your boyfriend wonders where you are."

"But I wanted to catch up with you, get to know Julia, see pictures of my -- niece and nephew. . . ."

"There's plenty of time for that, Sarah. David's right. You have to go to work tomorrow. And besides, you can get to know your nephew while you're at work."

She gave him a confused look.

"Your employer, Adam Von Stein, is my son."

* * * * *

Hallie sighed as she walked back into the living room. "I haven't the foggiest idea where he could be."

A few minutes later the phone rang.

"I've got it!" Laura hollered down the stairs.

The phone stopped ringing.

"Laura! If it's your father, tell him that I need to speak to him!" Hallie yelled up to her middle child.

Simultaneously, Laura yelled down the stairs, "Mom! It's for you! It's Dad!"

Hallie hurried to the kitchen extension and picked it up. "Thank you Laura, I've got it now."

"All right," Laura sighed, hanging up the phone.

"I got your messages, Hallie. What was so important that you had to leave me fifteen voice mail messages?"

"Where have you been, David?"

"I'm in Bangor. Why?"

"Because Carolyn is here looking for you and her tenant," Hallie paused, trying to remember her name.

"Sally," Carolyn, who had just reached the kitchen, prompted her.

"Sally."

"Carolyn's there? Ummm. . . Well, I think Sally's going to be going by the name Sarah from now on, and she's here with me, or at least she will be when she gets back downstairs."

Carolyn grabbed the phone from Hallie's hand. "David? Do you know where Sally is?"

"Yeah. She's here in Bangor with me. We needed to see Barnabas. It's a long story. I'm sure she'll fill you in when we get back to Collinsport."

* * * * *

Barnabas walked Sarah downstairs.

"Adam Von Stein's my nephew, huh? Boy, I'd hate to be the person who has to chart out *our* family tree," she smiled. "But wait -- he's about 50, and 50 years ago, you were. . . . How could he be your son?"

"It's a very, very long story, Sarah. I'll tell you all about it later. In fact, would you like to come up to Bangor and spend Christmas with Julia and me?"

"Christmas! Oh, my God! I completely forgot that Christmas was coming! I think I probably need to spend this Christmas with my parents."

Barnabas arched an eyebrow at this.

"Well, they *are* my parents, by adoption, anyhow. And they've been my parents for 12 years now. I can't just disown them." She smiled. "And anyway, this way you get more siblings."

"More siblings? What are you talking about?"

"Brad, Jason and Trudy. They're my adoptive brothers and sister."

He looked at her, astonished. "Really? I've never thought about having more siblings."

"Oh, you'll love them, Barnabas."

They had reached David's car by then, and shared a long, tender hug before he released her to put her into David's car. "You take care of her, David," Barnabas said, pointedly.

"I will," David replied with all of the gravity of a vow.

"Well, I'll call Mom and Dad and see what they want to do about Christmas. OK?" Sarah asked.

"All right. I'll talk to you later?"

"Of course," she smiled at her brother and then, with another hug and a quick kiss, climbed into the car, fastened her seatbelt, and they drove away.

* * * * *

It was nearly dark by the time David's car pulled into the driveway at Collinwood. The stained-glass window above the front door glowed from the light in the foyer. The residents had erected a Christmas tree in the drawing room decked in castoff ornaments from other branches of the extensive Collins/Jennings/Stokes and now it seemed /Bradford family. It warmed David's heart to see the signs of life there -- he had always loved the old house, and had only moved out because Hallie wanted to get as far away from Collinsport as she could.

"You want to come in?" Sarah asked.

"Well, I've really got to go . . ."

She could tell that he was wavering, so she pressed a little harder. "You've got to see what we're doing with the place. It turns out that Javier is a pretty good amateur glazier. He fixed the stained-glass window, and now he's working on the skylight in the library."

David was easily persuaded. "Really? You win. I've got to see this."

Sarah opened the door and the first words out of David's mouth were, "It's warm in here."

"Of course it's warm in here, David. Did you think that we'd freeze? We may be foolish, but we're not that stupid."

"But . . . it was never this warm in here in the winter when I was a kid."

"I'll tell you what we're doing. We're relying on the fireplaces to keep us warm, just like Joshu -- Father intended. Who installed that furnace, anyway? Jamison? It's ancient!"

"You're not planning to use the furnace at all?"

"Fortunately, it's been a mild winter so far. But there *is* a reason that every room in the house has a fireplace, and it's not just to conceal the hiding places, either." David and Sarah shared a grin at that comment.

Just then Javier came down the stairs. "I thought I heard voices down here. Welcome back! Listen, the next time you want to run off to Bangor, give us a little warning, OK?"

"I will," Sarah said in a properly contrite tone, "but there were extenuating circumstances this time."

"Oh? What were they?" This was Beth, who had followed Javier down the stairs.

Sarah said, "Look, why don't we move this into the drawing room? I'd like to sit down, 'cause this is going to be a long story."

The foursome walked into the drawing room.

David walked over to the wall, running a hand across the paneling. "So this is the real color of the wood!" He said admiringly.

"Yes. And we're going to be going easy on the varnish from now on, to keep it that color, too," Sarah supplied. "Now, could you come over here so that I can tell the story of what happened today?"

David sighed. "Yes, dear," he said affectionately as he walked over to the sofa where she was sitting.

* * * * *

Sarah was regaling her housemates with the story of how she dragged David to Bangor when the phone rang.

Javier walked to the phone and answered it. He looked at Sarah. "It's for you."

Sarah took the receiver from his hand. "Mom! Hi! I was just going to call you!" She fixed David and her housemates with a pointed look telling them not to laugh.

"You *are* still coming home for Christmas, aren't you?"

"Well, that's what I wanted to talk to you about. You see, there are some things that I need to sort out . . ."

"You can sort them out after Christmas, can't you? Brad's coming home, and Jason, Trudy and I really miss you. So does your father, though you'll never get him to admit it" she added as an aside.

Sarah said a brief, silent prayer for strength as she dropped the next bombshell on her adoptive mother. "There are also some people who've asked me to spend Christmas with them."

"Who would you possibly want to spend Christmas with besides your family?"

"That's just it. They are my family. Are you sitting down?"

"Yes. . ."

Just then there was a rustling sound, as if the receiver was being passed from one person to another. "Sally? Is that you?"

"Hello, Trudy."

"So, are you coming home for Christmas? You've *gotta* come home for Christmas, Sally! I've got a new boyfriend, and you've *got* to meet him."

"Trudy, please give the phone back to Mom."

"Is everything OK?"

"Everything's fine. I've just got to talk to Mom, OK?"

Trudy sighed. "Fine."

There was another rustling sound and then Sarah's adoptive mother's voice came over the receiver again. "Now what was it you wanted to tell me."

"Are you still sitting down?"

"Is it really that serious? You're not pregnant, are you?"

"Of course, I'm not pregnant. And yes, it is that serious."

Sarah stopped and bit down on her lower lip gently. "You remember how when you first adopted me, I couldn't remember anything about myself, and how everyone just assumed that the blonde woman who brought me to the hospital was my biological mother?"

"Ye-e-e-e-s . . ."

"Well, she wasn't my biological mother. She was my sister-in-law. I remembered my biological family today."

"Oh, my God. And that's who you want to spend Christmas with. Your biological parents."

"Sally's remembered her biological parents?" Trudy's voice said in the background. "What does she remember about them?"

"Would you hush, Trudy! I'm trying to find that out now."

Sarah, overhearing this exchange between her mother and sister, tried to get her mother's attention. "Mom?"

"I'm right here."

"OK. Well, it's not really my biological parents. It's . . . my biological brother and his wife and children."

"Oh! So you want to spend Christmas with the woman who brought you to the hospital!"

"Well, not really, no. Angelique was my brother's first wife. She died. He remarried, and it's his second wife, Julia, that has asked me to spend Christmas with them."

"How's this for an idea? Why don't you call your brother -- What's his name, dear?"

"Barnabas."

"What an unusual name. Does he go by Barney?"

Sarah cringed at the thought of calling her courtly, old-world brother {Barney} and said, "No, Mom. It's Barnabas."

"Well, why don't you call . . . Barnabas and his wife, you said her name was Julia?"

"Yes."

"Why don't you call them and ask if they'd like to spend Christmas with us?"

This offer was more than Sarah dared hope, but she decided that her mother needed full disclosure before she could agree to anything.

"I'd love to. There's only one thing you should know."

"Why do I think I'm not going to like this?"

"It's nothing bad, really. Just . . . unusual."

"Unusual?"

"Well, there's a kinda big age difference between Barnabas and me."

"How big, Sally?"

"Well, his children are my age?"

"What?"

Sarah cringed. "He's sorta old enough to be my father."

"Sally . . ."

"Actually, it's Sarah."

"What?"

{Mom seems to be saying that a lot, lately,} "That's the name my biological parents gave me, and I'd really like to take it back. I'll keep using Bradford for my last name, but, you know, I was Sarah for the first 11 years of my life, and I'd like to go back to it."

"All right. You can invite your . . . brother, if you want. But you *are* coming back to Chicago for Christmas. Do you understand me?"

Sarah sighed, "Yes, Mom."

"All right. Call . . . Barnabas . . . and ask him if his family is available, and then call me right back."

When Sarah hung up the phone, David took her aside. "I was actually hoping that, you know, we'd be able to spend Christmas together. I had the kids for Thanksgiving, so Hallie has them for Christmas, and we're really not to the point where we can do that sort of thing comfortably. If you go out of town, I'm going to have to spend Christmas with Carolyn, Beth and the Loomises."

"I'm sorry, David, but you know, with everything else, I'm going to have to go visit my parents." She really did want to spend Christmas with David. One way or another, they'd been apart for either 12 or 31 years. So she said with a smile, "are you up for a trip to Chicago? I'm already dumping four Collinses on my family. I don't suppose another one would hurt."